[Having it directed at him just makes him assume John's blaming him for that behavior- his brows furrow into a deeper frown, and he's curling up against himself much like John had when he first settled onto the bed.]
I'm sorry, I didn't realize I was supposed to second-guess anyone who has any interest in me! Must've forgotten nobody actually would, what was I fucking thinking, right?
[Ryan tugs his glasses off and reaches up to rub at his face, huffing out a frustrated breath.]
I'm not saying I don't believe you, okay, I'm saying I didn't have any reason to suspect anything. I don't know what you want from me, John.
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I'm sorry, I didn't realize I was supposed to second-guess anyone who has any interest in me! Must've forgotten nobody actually would, what was I fucking thinking, right?
[Ryan tugs his glasses off and reaches up to rub at his face, huffing out a frustrated breath.]
I'm not saying I don't believe you, okay, I'm saying I didn't have any reason to suspect anything. I don't know what you want from me, John.