[God, those images are hard to take in. Not just because of his own attraction-- he definitely still finds himself physically drawn to Petre, how could he not?-- but because of the way John had obviously paid attention, taken it all in with such clarity, and the way it makes Ryan wonder if he notices anything about him in the same way.
There's no flicker of outright jealousy this time, just a sense of want that he tries hard to push away. It's selfish as fuck, he knows.]
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There's no flicker of outright jealousy this time, just a sense of want that he tries hard to push away. It's selfish as fuck, he knows.]
You haven't thought about doing it again?