[He doesn't smile, but there's a hint of wry humour in the tone of his thought.]
He kissed me first. Twice. And I didn't know - just not knowing drove me crazy. Usually he just had to touch me and my skin would crawl. So I tried it back.
[Maybe it's just now occurring to him that those previous touches were unwelcome, non-consensual, and very deliberate and aggressive despite how gentle they often were. He's never welcomed or actually initiated that kind of contact, except -
- when he touched Ryan's hair, actually. Played with it, if one wants to get down to brass tacks.]
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[He doesn't smile, but there's a hint of wry humour in the tone of his thought.]
He kissed me first. Twice. And I didn't know - just not knowing drove me crazy. Usually he just had to touch me and my skin would crawl. So I tried it back.
[Maybe it's just now occurring to him that those previous touches were unwelcome, non-consensual, and very deliberate and aggressive despite how gentle they often were. He's never welcomed or actually initiated that kind of contact, except -
- when he touched Ryan's hair, actually. Played with it, if one wants to get down to brass tacks.]