--no? I mean, yeah, but I didn't think I needed to.
[Ryan frowns over at him, worrying at his lower lip.]
You were so torn over it when it happened with Petre, and with the way you reacted to that kind of thing before-- no, I wasn't gonna try to nudge you into anything, I didn't want to push it or- or make you stop talking to me.
Figured you'd decide if you wanted to or not, you know I would, I just... I thought you weren't interested. I mean. Fuck, you know I like you, I've talked about all of this with you, I've been right here and you'd rather go make out with some stranger just because he hit on you.
[It all comes out a little more vehemently than he meant-- he hadn't intended to even say most of it, but once the thoughts started spilling out there wasn't any hope of stopping them where he wanted to.]
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[Ryan frowns over at him, worrying at his lower lip.]
You were so torn over it when it happened with Petre, and with the way you reacted to that kind of thing before-- no, I wasn't gonna try to nudge you into anything, I didn't want to push it or- or make you stop talking to me.
Figured you'd decide if you wanted to or not, you know I would, I just... I thought you weren't interested. I mean. Fuck, you know I like you, I've talked about all of this with you, I've been right here and you'd rather go make out with some stranger just because he hit on you.
[It all comes out a little more vehemently than he meant-- he hadn't intended to even say most of it, but once the thoughts started spilling out there wasn't any hope of stopping them where he wanted to.]