But even before that, the hand on his neck makes him shiver, because Ryan's hands are huge against his body and somehow he never considered that factor. Ryan's nearly a foot taller than him, of course his extremities would also be larger, but the reality of that doesn't really hit home until he feels that Ryan could very nearly touch the tips of thumb and middle finger around John's neck.
With that rather grim (and strangely exciting) thought in his mind, he leans right into Ryan's kiss, hovering over him for once because Ryan's seated and he's still up on his knees - he seems eager enough, but as soon as it becomes clear that he intends to continue what Ryan started, the problem also becomes clear.]
(I should touch him. Where? His hair? It'll pull if I try to get my fingers right in it, kinda doubt that's his thing. His neck? He's got his hand on my neck. Where do I put my hands? Girls have obvious fucking spots to hold, this is - there's no way he's going for tongue first, I should - ugh, this angle is stupid, I'm too far away, fuck -)
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But even before that, the hand on his neck makes him shiver, because Ryan's hands are huge against his body and somehow he never considered that factor. Ryan's nearly a foot taller than him, of course his extremities would also be larger, but the reality of that doesn't really hit home until he feels that Ryan could very nearly touch the tips of thumb and middle finger around John's neck.
With that rather grim (and strangely exciting) thought in his mind, he leans right into Ryan's kiss, hovering over him for once because Ryan's seated and he's still up on his knees - he seems eager enough, but as soon as it becomes clear that he intends to continue what Ryan started, the problem also becomes clear.]
(I should touch him. Where? His hair? It'll pull if I try to get my fingers right in it, kinda doubt that's his thing. His neck? He's got his hand on my neck. Where do I put my hands? Girls have obvious fucking spots to hold, this is - there's no way he's going for tongue first, I should - ugh, this angle is stupid, I'm too far away, fuck -)
[And on and on it goes.]