[He keeps taking it slow, keeps himself from reaching out to pull John closer to him like he wants to do the second he's in Ryan's lap-- instead he just lets him settle, sighs against his mouth to show his approval at the way John's hand moves.
Then he's kissing more firmly, licking and sucking at his lip, and for a moment Ryan completely forgets he's trying to ease him into this. He leans back just slightly, just enough so that it'll tug a little when he does.]
(just like that- harder-)
[When he leans back in it's with a firmer press against John's mouth, a nip at his lip to return the favor and show him that yes, he's into that, that's good. Ryan's arm wraps around him to pull him close, the hand at his neck practically clinging rather than simply staying settled.]
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Then he's kissing more firmly, licking and sucking at his lip, and for a moment Ryan completely forgets he's trying to ease him into this. He leans back just slightly, just enough so that it'll tug a little when he does.]
(just like that- harder-)
[When he leans back in it's with a firmer press against John's mouth, a nip at his lip to return the favor and show him that yes, he's into that, that's good. Ryan's arm wraps around him to pull him close, the hand at his neck practically clinging rather than simply staying settled.]