Just 'cause I don't make it myself doesn't mean it's not in there.
[Heat, constant awareness of heat, taking in and cataloguing like a computer and occasionally tempting him so greatly that something ends up on fire. Leaking from his pores when he can't use it to his advantage, a light sheen of sweat so often on his brow. John's entire being is heat.
And right now he feels hotter than ever. It's not something he would've expected when he first met Ryan, when someone crept into his thoughts and disturbed his attempted relaxation, but the sparks began to show early and a spark is all he needs. His fingertips press even harder, just enough for a bite of fingernails, and he finally gives Ryan's hair a tug at the same time to tilt his head back so that he can kiss him more thoroughly. His body's starting to move, just the subtlest shifting but something Ryan will likely pick up on, as attuned as he must be to this situation he thought would never happen - his hips are rolling forward, the position making it so natural that he doesn't even notice.]
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[Heat, constant awareness of heat, taking in and cataloguing like a computer and occasionally tempting him so greatly that something ends up on fire. Leaking from his pores when he can't use it to his advantage, a light sheen of sweat so often on his brow. John's entire being is heat.
And right now he feels hotter than ever. It's not something he would've expected when he first met Ryan, when someone crept into his thoughts and disturbed his attempted relaxation, but the sparks began to show early and a spark is all he needs. His fingertips press even harder, just enough for a bite of fingernails, and he finally gives Ryan's hair a tug at the same time to tilt his head back so that he can kiss him more thoroughly. His body's starting to move, just the subtlest shifting but something Ryan will likely pick up on, as attuned as he must be to this situation he thought would never happen - his hips are rolling forward, the position making it so natural that he doesn't even notice.]