[The flicker of hesitation says it all. That was too far, wasn't it-- god, it's the first time they've kissed, the first time John's actually given in to whatever attraction might be there (that Ryan hopes is there, what if this is just experimenting too) and he can't help but back off.
He almost does physically as well, but part of that thought's sticking with him-- this is so fucking perfect-- so Ryan doesn't let go, just leans back in to catch his mouth in another needy kiss. There aren't any words in his thoughts, just that want- and a lingering touch of something almost guilty, sort of apologetic.]
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He almost does physically as well, but part of that thought's sticking with him-- this is so fucking perfect-- so Ryan doesn't let go, just leans back in to catch his mouth in another needy kiss. There aren't any words in his thoughts, just that want- and a lingering touch of something almost guilty, sort of apologetic.]