[Anything. A dangerous offer. But for now, a hand other than his own touching him is more than enough.]
Oh god - [It's out loud, automatic, but he bites down hard on his lip this time as his head rolls back and he rocks up into the touch. Ryan really does have amazing hands. They've barely started to work and John is already trembling atop him, still worrying at his lip even after the initial urge to cry out has passed.]
That - yeah. That's good. Do you want -
[Anything, because as selfishly as he's taking, he needs to learn the whole process here. Should they be doing this at the same time? Should he take his shirt off, wriggle out of his jeans to give Ryan an easier grip? It's not that different, not really, but he still feels like he'd know where he stood so much more clearly with a girl.]
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Oh god - [It's out loud, automatic, but he bites down hard on his lip this time as his head rolls back and he rocks up into the touch. Ryan really does have amazing hands. They've barely started to work and John is already trembling atop him, still worrying at his lip even after the initial urge to cry out has passed.]
That - yeah. That's good. Do you want -
[Anything, because as selfishly as he's taking, he needs to learn the whole process here. Should they be doing this at the same time? Should he take his shirt off, wriggle out of his jeans to give Ryan an easier grip? It's not that different, not really, but he still feels like he'd know where he stood so much more clearly with a girl.]