[It seems completely unthinkable. Just like John reached into Petre's brain and fished out the first and last things he ever wanted to hear from him. If - if - that really happened, why the fuck would John keep it to himself all this time?
Sure, John kissing him is more than enough to make something in his chest sink, whatever it is - it should have been that sense of victory, not this - but he can also recognize that there was a level of sentimentality to it. Petre saying he needed John? Either it was drunken stupor or a can of worms he isn't going to touch. For his own sanity's sake.
(Whatever's left of it.)]
So why didn't you tell me.
[Part of him's still testing this to see if it's bullshit. Too easy, Petre.]
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Sure, John kissing him is more than enough to make something in his chest sink, whatever it is - it should have been that sense of victory, not this - but he can also recognize that there was a level of sentimentality to it. Petre saying he needed John? Either it was drunken stupor or a can of worms he isn't going to touch. For his own sanity's sake.
(Whatever's left of it.)]
So why didn't you tell me.
[Part of him's still testing this to see if it's bullshit. Too easy, Petre.]