[And he really can't see it - or doesn't want to - just how insane his notion of whatever he feels for John is. It isn't love, he knows that, but it's the sense that they belong together. That he'll never find anyone like John because they're two of a kind. One of them's enlightened about it because life gave him the chance to restart from scratch and become this. Whatever it is, he doesn't want to be the only one. And John is his only chance.]
I don't want you to mess around.
[They'll change him. Mold him into their perfect version of what a good boy John Allerdyce should be. He'll leave.]
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I don't want you to mess around.
[They'll change him. Mold him into their perfect version of what a good boy John Allerdyce should be. He'll leave.]