If it all works out? Leaves me happy enough with what I've got, hopefully.
[Ryan shrugs one shoulder, doing his best to look more casual than he feels-- and trying not to let anything else slip, despite that being a bit of a hopeless effort. He obviously has someone in mind, brief memories flicking through of them settled in his lap, kissing him; there's no face or voice, luckily, but that has nothing to do with his attempts to keep it quiet.]
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[Ryan shrugs one shoulder, doing his best to look more casual than he feels-- and trying not to let anything else slip, despite that being a bit of a hopeless effort. He obviously has someone in mind, brief memories flicking through of them settled in his lap, kissing him; there's no face or voice, luckily, but that has nothing to do with his attempts to keep it quiet.]