[He's sorry. Really, genuinely sorry. John almost wants to kiss him for that - in the library, outside of their extra-curricular activities, he just wants to get up on tiptoe and kiss him because John got into a sulk and Ryan is sorry for causing it rather than scathing, amused or dismissive. That's a shockingly rare event in his life.
But of course, he can't. And it's almost funny to him, how Petre is heading off what he'd perceive as a threat, but he'd never guess who it actually is. But it's mostly infuriating.]
Forget it. Must've looked weird as hell, huh. [John grins, one of his quieter, more intimate grins, and starts shelving again.] But no, it was - good. I wouldn't wanna stop that.
[He laughs, a bit unsteadily.] It was really fucking good.
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But of course, he can't. And it's almost funny to him, how Petre is heading off what he'd perceive as a threat, but he'd never guess who it actually is. But it's mostly infuriating.]
Forget it. Must've looked weird as hell, huh. [John grins, one of his quieter, more intimate grins, and starts shelving again.] But no, it was - good. I wouldn't wanna stop that.
[He laughs, a bit unsteadily.] It was really fucking good.