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John "Pyro" Allerdyce ([personal profile] ex_outofcontrol435) wrote in [community profile] fifthcurriculum 2014-10-07 02:43 pm (UTC)

[One of those Ryan statements that makes him feel both deeply uneasy and a bit touched at once. They saw one another nearly every day when Ryan was able to bring the lighter in for him and "study" for a bit. What he missed was the ability to touch, and right now, they're basically cuddling.

Has John ever cuddled? With anyone? Certainly not that he can remember off the top of his head.

He props himself up again, just on his elbow this time, to look down at Ryan. It's a searching look, not totally settled but not all the way to upset either. He's just wishing he had an even more direct pipeline to Ryan's brain, so he could know how deep this runs and exactly how much capacity he has to hurt Ryan at this moment. For some reason, the idea really does bother him.]


I was that good, huh. [It's a ridiculous joke - he fumbled nervously through Ryan's side of the pleasuring, just as nervously as he'd begun the kissing. Certainly not "that good." But it puts into perspective that they've only been physically close once before this, which seems important to John.

Even as he reaches up, appearing to go for Ryan's hair again, then ends up drawing his fingertips up and down the side of Ryan's neck instead. Now his eyes are a little more intent, lips pursed slightly.]

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